why?

I remember when I was at the beach
     Little hands
And tiny feet
     Shovel
In the sand
     Before it was placed
In my hand
    The steaming sun
Blazing on us below
     At that point
I couldn't wait for it to snow
     Slathered with sun block
Is the nastiest feeling
     I always asked
" How does this block the sun?"
     And
Always wondering
     Why is the sky blue?
And thinking why is there only one sun and not two?
     I guess I couldn't say if I knew any of the answers
There is more than one answer to chose
     So I guess I'll spend my days in a wonder
Always thinking about these questions
     Every time I think it will put me in that wondering gaze
Try to really think about it
     Is always a challenge these days

See me now?

Very little thoughts 
About you
And very little times
You actually came through
Some things weren't meant to be
I guess
That's the definition of
You and me
My lesson
Was taught
My battles
Were fought
Your lies
And your disguise
Discusses me
And you will not determine
Who I'm gonna be
So watch me Grow
Watch me learn
Watch me gain everything
You've been trying to earn
Watch me be the best 
I can be
By simply just being me

True

There was one fact
     at used to be true
I didn't tell you
     cause we were through
But one truth did remained-
     still miss you"
Even though I didn't kiss you
    There was something about you
That made me miss you
    All the time I wondered
What it be like to again be with you
    But
Even though
 Sometimes I missed you
I think you were sometimes you were some one I wished I'd never met
You joked with me
But when you said it
It kind of hurt me
I still can't believe you did that
And I can't believe that at one point in time
"I miss you"
Was a fact
But now I'm back
And it's the real me
No more hiding underneath that sunken tree
I am here
And this is me

Eyes

Your eyes meet mine
     As we speak to each other
With one mind
     I didn't mean to take my eyes away
But
     I did
I wish I hadn't
     I never meant for your eyes to wonder else where
When my eyes were stricken away
     And ruined the perfect gaze
The biggest mistake was
      When my eyes
Were looking away
     And not in knowing
You would do the same

Await

I was a dog in war
     Once
Sadly left behind
     Sad and torn
Why would they do it?
     I wish I knew
I had
     Fought my way home
Only to find
     It was abandon and
All alone
     Some would stay
But not me
     I have and
Always will
     Fight to my way
I know my path
     Therefor no mistakes
Someday I'll figure how
     To come
"Home"
     For a better way
Nothing is worse
     Than the day
No one was home
     When I would await

Lost

Lost and confused
     Don't know where to go
Or what to do
     I guess it's the kind of game
Where you either win
     Or lose
Lost and confused
     I didn't know that I could continue
But I did
     Some how I made it through
Now all there is left to do
    Is some how help you too
I guess I was lost along the way
     There is nothing more to say
Just know you're not alone
     Because I am here
There for nothing else is left to fear

Like (beauty)

Live life like you're dying
     Don't go through it
Always crying
     Never be known for
"The one who lies"
     Be the whom
Would always use their tries wisely
     Never go out in your disguise
Let them discover
     This girl undercover
And notice you for the beauty in your eyes
     No more crying
No more hiding
     No more lying
But only truly trying:)

I

I am who I am
     That's the first thing to understand
I fight for my right
     So no more "you can wait"
for tonight
     I write at night
Before I sleep tight
     I show the clue
Before you get confused
     I may be a sort of mystery
And I take words to heart
     So they don't become history
I am who I am
     A fact
I am who I am
     You can never change that

Lost&confused (funny poem,to heather)

Lost, confused
     Wondering why is the sky blue??
Who is the one to keep the world going?
     What is the meaning for the words
"Long gone"
     And why does my Aunt Heather like that Wong-tong?
Lost, confused
     Why do I like the drink "Fuze"?
This is so boring
     Even my cat is snoring
The wind is wildly blowing
     Hahaha I know I'm crazy and out going
Is that why right now I'm so boring?
     Now I'm tryin' to rhyme like it's a crime
Hhhmmmm..
     I wonder
What is the time?
     Uh-Oh it's 12:09.

Light too young

As our conversation dies
     Tears well up in my eyes
For then I know
     And should realized
That my light is too young to die
     At least I gave a try
Now my light is as strong as ever
     My light is something that's is commonly known
For being clever
     I can kick back
And relax
     As I watch days pass by
And now knowing
     My light could never die

Unforgotten

Your words
     Weather you knew it
Or not
     Is something I've never forgot
Please don't think I'm wrong
     But the days were so cold
Until the day I met you
     And I let you inside my walls.
Something I'd never regret
     Was the day
That me and you first met<3

Us poets

We should stand tall
     And praise the poets whom know it all
Some may not care
     Some may not share
The words of a poet
     Who knows that they know it
By heart
     Some things happen from a rusty start
Then before us poets let it get dark
     We beat it to the punch
We keep it 'till we're done
     We smash it
We mash it
     Until perfection is all that's left
From us poets

Ache

My heart was at ache
     That was more pain then I could take
I don't ever want to go through it again
     Nor go through breaking your heart
'Till there is pieces of ten
     Never would I want to go through that
Not again
-Taylor<3

End

Me and you have come to an end
     Now all you can do is be my friend
Like I always say
     End is a friend
To a new beginning
-Taylor<3

Fall

Tears fall
     I try and stop them all
But what hurts most of all
     Was
That you weren't there when I was about to fall
-Taylor<3

My place

Today is a new day
     Wake up with  a smile on my face
My head in the clouds
     My feet pulled to the ground
Gravity takes place
     And my world is nothing
But a mix of a fun grace
     Still with a smile on my face
Nothing could be better right now
     Sitting in my place

Dreams

Rain pours
     Tears fall
With all you can imagine
     All your fears
Taking control of who you are
     You need to stand tall
And be proud of all
     Most importantly
You need to be who you really truly are
     Like that one girl (me)
Who rose up
     Because of a falling star

Jail :P

Once upon a time
     It was just me and you
In that one of a kind
     Special crime
In the place where there was no darkness
     But then again no shine
That was the fine day where I did the crime
     Of keeping you locked up in my mind

Fight

     They fight
We cry
     We watch
As others die
     Peace was intended
Others took it wrong
     And were offended
Others hide
     Away from the outside
It was supossed to be a normal day
     But obviously was the most horrid day of may
No one had a word to say
     Because our words and breathe was taken away
So my final word to you
     Don't do what they do
Follow your heart
     And nothing could ever hurt you

Meant

Stories are meant to be told
     as we can share them as we grow old
Some stories
     untold
Sadly never spoken
     like nothing is left
Just a big pile of dust tht was left
So
     stories were meant to be told
And for this I know
      they will grow old, cold, and sad
When you think about it
      it may make you mad
When you thnk that it should've been told
      sadly no one will know
'Cuz it has never been told
       the only change of the story was it's age.
     

Meaning

Tiny steps
     follow it's leader
To find what they're looking for
     maybe it's facts
But surley more
     you may have to dig down to look for the core of it's meaning
Although maybe we don't know
      we can try to find out
soo...
      is this it's meanig?
But if it isn't then...
       where else would the meanig go?
I guess I don't know
       you'll just have to live it
Down the road.

Can be (or poems)

Poems can be anything:
     a flower in the breeze
or
     something so beautiful it takes you to your knees
Poems may satisfy all your needs
     like a wind blowing rushing wind through the trees
Moving things to where they were meant to be
     any where you are
You'll always be able to see my shining star
     drifting in the sky
Then until your left to say
     'good bye'
As you close your eyes, tight
     as you've grown tired through the night
Drifting to the
'Once upon a time, there was a poem,
That helped me sleep and helped me find
what I was destond to seek'

Not

Your puppet I am not
     if I were you could only tie me in a knot
If I treat you well
     I want the same
It's not a game
     I guess you just always seem the same
You can't play me no longer you will
     When people think of you they become ill
More and more times
     I had to remind
Your puppet I am not
     and one day you will be caught
For the lies you told and
      the srings you pulled
The only thing your are these days
      is cold
On the inside and out
      sometimes you can be a dry day of drought
But the only thing you remind me of is complete and utter doubt.

Last

Waiting is the toughest thing
     especially when you're underneath ones wing
Sitting, watching, and waiting
     are the few many things that are the hating
Watch as others go
      'where are they headed to?'
I don't know
     most people wish they didn't go
So many things they left to show
     sadly to say no one will know
They left too fast
      they left their past
Sometimes we know we grow too fast
       sometimes you'll wish you made it last.

Rewind

When ever you wish it
     never ever dismiss it
For if you do
     (and I know this is true)
You'll never again get the grasp you had before
     It'll end up like a piece of paper
Riped and torn
     until you can't see it any more
And when dreams dry
     they slowly die
For when once you missed your try
     you'll try to think back about it like it was just yesterday
But sadly it won't come to your mind
     'cuz once you miss it
You can't just go back and hit
"REWIND",
  

We

We bend in pain
     you'll all some days feel the same
Which at one point causes you to think to your self
     'Have I really grown insane?!'
Truth be told
      you may never know
As the ice in your voice
      begins all because you couldn't admit to your sins
Though, you're not alone
      for other people have been down the road
you'll just never know when it will happen
      you just have to wait n' see
what happens to you and me.

Close

The doors wide open for you
     But you slip back
Then comes your attack
     you lose
you choose the wrong way to go
     you did nothing but close the show
Curtains close
     now you're on your own
Nothing to do
     no where to roam
You can't make it back to the place you once called home
     all because you ruined your own life
You made a mistake no more then twice
     now it's even a struggle to get by
You have no where to go
     but hide
But never again will you feel alive
     not any more
You chose the wrong life
      that's why
Every night you have urdge to cry and cry
      yourself to sleep. tonight.

Blank

Blank with a purpose
Blank is seen on every surface
Blank is never felt, watched, seen, or heard
Blank is never something you've truly learned
Blank with,.. I guess a purpose
Blank with something that is hurtless
Blank is something with out an age
Blank-... woops ran off the page ;p

Guilt

Guilt is horrid and dark
   Truth is a little less
Truth is a confess to fix when guilt has made a mess
    Truth is up
Guilt is down
     Guilt bothers you when no ones around
Guilt is not good nor bad
     Guilt is something that can make you into the one that is sad
Happy, mad, sad, hurt, anything
     Truth is what you need
If your goal was to always to succeed.

Poem

Poem Poem
made for you
Poem Poem
I couldn't stop thinking of you
Poem Poem
persionally my best, I guess
Poem Poem
just forget all the rest   :p

MJ's necklace

This necklace from you still sparkles
    This heart of mine still hurts
No matter what
     it will
you can't fix it
     just as confussing as my dying will
This thought of me and you still lingers in my head
     My heart says to take you back
But that's not what my head said
     Hurt and pain become the basic same
No matter what
     it's nothing you can un-shame.

My eyes

Markd on the board
  all looking completely brain-missing
but some one had to know and thank god they do
   The squiggled lines
sneaking up like vines
    but some one had to know
and lucky they knew
     and how there is that little two
in my eyes it's called confusion
     in theres,... it's just simply an exponent
while it goes and confuses me and you
     complication is different between ones eyes
confusion is comonly known like something always shown
     like something that you couldn't forget
like something with a huge effect.

Please

Please don't cross our line
Don't waist any more of my time

Many times the fights we get
is because this you still probably don't even get

What is there not to understand?
for that you probably still don't get

sometimes it's like I wished we never met
That is something you couldn't ever forget

The day me and you first met
That was the day my tears were wiped away

With the words you would always say
You could always help me no matter in what way.

I am

I am the one to be ready at my mark
steady at pace

running through life like I'm being the one to make it first
in this race.

I am the one to be chased
until I stop and think-'where did I lose my grace?'

I wish I never went running through life like I was being raced.
little did I know I was never being chased

little did I know I was now the one with less grace.

Lurking

     He lurks through the cold night
while he fills all eyes with fright.
      nocturnel, is what they say
but he survives the bright light that we call day.
      He gives no sound
he is hard to see
       but they who have seen
tell about how he looks, how he seems
        and he has never appeared in ones dreams...
but in mine,.. he has
       lurking through the darkness
and avoiding light
       still he works, lurking until night is done
and the sun has risen and begun
        he is still there
just never seen
        but he is and will always be there
haunting my dream